Yes it's that look, the same one which sees right through me, it overlooks all the barriers I've made, of confidence and indifference. You can, only you can still see the girl in me, the girl who believes in love and hopes, still hopes that in the end everything all be alright.
The ironical thing is that you are the one person who broke my heart, shatter it so that it could never be whole, yet you are the one who has the ability to fix it in an instant and make it beat to the pace of your blinking eyes.
Is it even possible? That something which has been broken already can be break once more, taking you through the same pain again & again & again till you can't feel anything other than pain.
I can't see much these days because my eyes are always filled with tears, I can't breath much either, because it hurts when i inhale anything other than your scent, I can't speak much because when i open my mouth all that comes out are coughed sobs and frightening wails.
And most of all I don't live much since you left me, because the effort of waking up to day that does not have you, or reaching a night which won't have your whispers of promises is just not worth the effort...
My heart even though broken & imperfect will belong to you.. if you would ever accept it..
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