You were like that one dream that came true only to
be taken away from me. Yet I know that
if I existed you will also live, and somewhere close, somewhere nice. A fairy
land perhaps, or in a place where dreams come true. And I will meet you,
because if I don’t, I will forever on search for you until I can find you.
Yet it is our destiny, to meet against all odds
only to be taken away from each other. I must have done something nice to have
met you, however brief the time I spent with you is the time of my life that I will
remember, even when age erases all else from my mind.
Life has such absurd ways to test ones strength, I thought
I could never break, yet I break every night when I think of you. I thought I could
never bleed, yet my heart bleeds every night at the loss of your touch. Will life
ever bring us together again, I don’t know. But what I know is that no matter
what life brings to my life you will always be the sun of my sky, the light of
my darkness, you are and forever will BE that one part of me, the one that
hopes.
If fate has written sadness for us, it will come,
delayed maybe but it will come, so here I am, gathering all my pain in these
small tears that burn through my soul. This is all I have left to remind me
that you were that one dream that came true. The one dream that was taken away
from me.
So once again I hope against all hopes, I pray
against all odds, and wish from all my soul andwhat’s left of heart, to keep
you where ever you are happy. I know, sounds lame. But to wish for something
that is not made for you is a waste of a completely good wish. So what do I do
now? Should cry, I do that already, shall I prayer, I do that too, every night
for thousands of time I whisper in god’s ear to make this hurt go away, but
that can only be done with you by my side, which is not for me.
So I wish on the moon and stars, I wish on the
night where we first met, to keep happy, maybe in the sound of your laughter I can
find my smiles, maybe in the glimmer of your eyes I can find my sight. And
maybe just maybe, I you r happy heart I can find the courage to fix mine.
